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Hi fokz..
So the poem pritty much explains what's been going through in my life this year. I've had ups and downs but it feels like mostly downs... At the beginning of the year, I lost a family member. Then the month after, my mother and step father divorced..great huh? And I got very sad. In between these things some very good things happened, but I can't tell you. Then I crashed down again in april because of a matter I cannot discuss. But in june I got on my feet again. Then some weeks back, I got my phone stolen, burned me badly on my arm and hand, my fot got messed up, I crashed with my bike... so yeah... *sighs* and the last part about the news I got today... I can't tell you about that either. But... I.. I don't even know. I can't think straight.. and its so upsettning! I can't talk to anyone about it, which sucks big time. Its very complicated really and... I haven't felt this down since... since... I don't even know... I cried badly.. haven't cried like that for many years... but.. Even if I'm like this on the inside, and will be for some time, I will try to be happy, I will try to have fun with my friends. I will try to keep myself busy. I will try...to... not let this kill me compleatly. It MIGHT get better with time, about the last matter I mean, but I cannot say anything for sure... and I kind of hate my life at the moment, but I won't do anything stupid. My reason for getting so upset and sad is probably more dumb. I can't even describe it in words to myself... well... yeah...
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