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You weren't my biological grandfather.
But that little fact never did matter.
I didn't think less of you at all,
you helped me up every time I did fall.

You looked after my family and me.
A better grandfather you couldn't be.
Not because you simply couldn't,
but you were perfect just the way you were.
You were great and you were fine.
Your wonderful being will always cross my mind.

Love you now, and forever.
Forget you, believe me, I will never.
When I got the bad news about you,
crying was all I was able to do.
Thinking about all our time together.
The precious memories I will keep forever.

Your smile and humor made my day,
that feeling just won't fade away.
You suffered a lot, but now you are good.
It keeps me at ease and help with my mood.
More or less, all my life, you've been by my side.
Thank you so much for joining the ride
My precious grandfather
So... I lost my grandfather last night. He was very ill, had cancer and other things. I don't want to go into detail, but I wrote this.
SA: Avani App by StarsMoonWolf-Lover
SA: Avani App

Name: Avani

Nickname: Avi & Ani

Island: Skyloft

Loftwing's Name: Revo

Age: 18

Height: 5,5 (165 cm)

Gender: Female

Personal items: Pictograph Box, Empty Bottle, Boomerang

Peronality: Avani is a tomboy girl which doesn't care if her hands gets durty. She isn't into cloths either and her room is pritty much like a mess<img src="…" style="border: none !important; display: inline-block !important; text-indent: 0px !important; float: none !important; font-weight: bold !important; height: 10px !important; margin: 0px 0px 0px 3px !important; min-height: 0px !important; min-width: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important; text-transform: uppercase !important; text-decoration: underline !important; vertical-align: super !important; width: 10px !important; background: transparent !important;"> if her mother doesn't keep her clean it. She finds it easier to become friends with boys than girls even though she had a rough time with boys in the past.

She is a nice and polite girl which cares deeply about her friends. It takes a lot to make her angry, and she likes to give a hand to those in need. Sometimes, or rather often, she is too nice to people which makes her mother worry that people will take advantage of her. If Avani sets her mind to do something, then she will do it even if she fails. She likes to give things a try instead of not doing nothing. Avani easily judge people like others do. And she often has an attitude that says "if that person is nice towards me, then it must be a nice person". She thinks almost everyone is good people.

She does not space out often, but when she do, it's probably because she is looking at the moon or stars which she loves so much.

She is a loyal person and don't lie often, mostly because she sucks at it and feel very bad afterwards. She like making friends even though it sometimes is harder for her. Even though she is very patient, she can snap a bit if her cusin, Sif, is teasing her, but its what families do. She is very protective of Revo. She is really curious about new things.

Bio: Avani grew up without her biological father. Her mother kicked him out when Avani was one year old<img src="…" style="border: none !important; display: inline-block !important; text-indent: 0px !important; float: none !important; font-weight: bold !important; height: 10px !important; margin: 0px 0px 0px 3px !important; min-height: 0px !important; min-width: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important; text-transform: uppercase !important; text-decoration: underline !important; vertical-align: super !important; width: 10px !important; background: transparent !important;">. As she grew up, she experienced betrayal from her best friends. Avani and her mother lived with a friend of her mother and her three sons. Two of them, whom had been her best friends since as long as she could remember, started<img src="…" style="border: none !important; display: inline-block !important; text-indent: 0px !important; float: none !important; font-weight: bold !important; height: 10px !important; margin: 0px 0px 0px 3px !important; min-height: 0px !important; min-width: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important; text-transform: uppercase !important; text-decoration: underline !important; vertical-align: super !important; width: 10px !important; background: transparent !important;"> to get violent towards her when she turned six years old. She didn't know why they did so, but she didn't tell her mother because she was afraid they would hurt her mother. They took advantage of this and made Avani do things such as stealing and destroying things which wasn't hers. Though her mother and Avani moved away after a year, her mom still unknown to what had been going on. After that her mother fell in love and Avani got a father role figure.

Avani has three siblings. Two little brothers and one little sister. None of them has the same father, but Avani have always looked at them as true blood siblings. One of her brothers lives home with their mother along with Avani and her little sister. During the next years, Avani didn't make an effort to make friends. Her family moved a lot until she turned 13 years old. If she managed to make friends, she either had to move and loose contact with them, or they stabbed her in the back. For many years she closed her heart and didn't trust people as easily. When they managed to settle down in Skyloft, her mother started working with jewelry and made a business out of it. There was a limit to what her mother could do because she were born sick, and so Avani took a bit of the role of her mother to take care of her siblings along with her step father. Avani spent time with her cusin Sif insytead of getting friends at first.

One day, when Avani was just walking around, she heard a weird sound of an animal. She started to run towards the sound. To her surprise, it was a loftwing trapped in a net which was attracted to the ground. His left wing was bleeding and he was in panic. Avani walked slowly up to him while trying to calm him down with her voice. As she came closer, the loftwing panicked more. Avani had a hard time getting close to him. Whenever Avani got close to it, the loftwing hit her with his right wing in order to try and get her away from him. Avani didn't give up until she finally managed to get to touch him. She carefully touches his cheek and starts rubbing it gently. She stays with him for a while to earn his trust.

She looked at the net and tried to think of a way to get him out of there. She needed something sharp to cut him loose. She looked around and found a stone with sharp edges. She brought it to the loftwing and rubbed the net against the rock. It took some time, but she managed to free him. He looked overjoyed and had forgotten his hurt left wing. Avani realized it and told the loftwing to wait for her to come back. The loftwing didn't really want her to leave him there but he agreed. When Avani came back, she had with her some things to tend to his wound. It wasn't a bad wound. After whis, they became close friends.

Avani didn't tell her mother about him in the beginning because she didn't know if she would be able to keep him. But as time passed by, her siblings and parents noticed she always went out saying she was just taking a walk. Her family was so used to Avani being home that they found it a bit strange. Her mother thought that perhaps Avani had found herself a boyfriend she wouldn't tell them about, and so they decided to go after Avani one day. To her mother's surprise, it was a loftwing. She looked around to see that Avani had made a place for them to stay and have fun. She saw an old medical kit. Avani was good at keeping things messy when it came to herself and not others. Her mother scolded her for not telling about the loftwing. In the end her mother decided to let Avani keep the loftwing since Avani finally had made a friend again. From that day on Avani and Revo(as she named him) were always together. Because of their friendship, Avani managed to ease up and begun to trust people again, but she is still careful. Her mother suggested Avani to go to the skyloft academy so she could learn new things and get a break from being a «mom» for her siblings.

Other stuff:

- Avani loves the moon and stars. If she is with friends or family and they go out to do something, she might just stand there spacing out looking up at the sky. It makes her calm.

- She loves apples a lot. She could eat 5 apples a day if she wanted to, but she isn't allowed to for good reasons.

- Avani loves to climb trees and can be found asleep in a tree, or underneath it.

Art by :iconjust-me14:

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This year, so far, much unlucky I've been
and I must admit, I think it's too extreme and mean.
It started bad, but at the same time is was good,
this year, much has really ruined my mood.

When my mood gets better after the bad,
life says "fuck it" and makes it again stupid and sad.
Someitmes it's big things and other times its small,
won't my life just break down this endless wall?

These things I'm going through,
not all of the people I know knew.
Its for the best,
don't want to bother the rest.

Though some of it I've told,
trusted them with words of gold.
The worst had yet to be made,
I want it all to dissapear and fade.

At the beginning, I lost someone dear,
then, a divorce of my mother and step father, I was in fear.
Those things got to me deep,
all the tears I had to weep.

When I came to my feet, I was again beaten down,
I felt like in tears I would drown.
This thing I cannot tell,
even if some people know how hard I fell.

Very unlucky these past weeks I've been,
making the air I breath thin.
Getting injuries quite often and my phone stolen,
getting bruises on my back and my fot swollen.

And today, some of the worst thing of news I heard,
I don't know how it happened, must have been a bird.
The thing that happend, I can't tell,
but it makes me feel like I'm trapped in a cell.

I won't get out anytime near,
It will take so much effort to make my mind, again, clear.
I've never cried like this as I recall,
from the mountain I climed just fine, again I did fall.
Unlucky - original poem
Hi fokz..
So the poem pritty much explains what's been going through in my life this year. I've had ups and downs but it feels like mostly downs... At the beginning of the year, I lost a family member. Then the month after, my mother and step father divorced..great huh? And I got very sad. In between these things some very good things happened, but I can't tell you. Then I crashed down again in april because of a matter I cannot discuss. But in june I got on my feet again. Then some weeks back, I got my phone stolen, burned me badly on my arm and hand, my fot got messed up, I crashed with my bike... so yeah... *sighs* and the last part about the news I got today... I can't tell you about that either. But... I.. I don't even know. I can't think straight.. and its so upsettning! I can't talk to anyone about it, which sucks big time. Its very complicated really and... I haven't felt this down since... since... I don't even know... I cried badly.. haven't cried like that for many years... but.. Even if I'm like this on the inside, and will be for some time, I will try to be happy, I will try to have fun with my friends. I will try to keep myself busy. I will not let this kill me compleatly. It MIGHT get better with time, about the last matter I mean, but I cannot say anything for sure... and I kind of hate my life at the moment, but I won't do anything stupid. My reason for getting so upset and sad is probably more dumb. I can't even describe it in words to myself... well... yeah...
The sun has gone down, and the night sky is here.
I look up at the sky to see stars everywhere.
How they are shining and accompany each other.
They are there like mother, father, sister and brother.

They are glowing in different pace,
their glowing and blinking light becomes a short race.
Drowning in thoughts while looking at the sky,
The night gets darker as the time passes by.

Not wanting to go inside, just laying here on the ground,
listening to every little sound.
Feeling the cold breeze in my face
Drifting my thoughts like a big maze.

Stretches my hand to reach for a star,
makes my thought go away and far.
Looking at my hand beside the moon,
wishing I could lay here to noon.

I look to the right, but no one is there
someone to watch the sky with me, I wish was here.
We could watch together and get peace in our mind
Close our eyes and make ourselves blind.
Just using our ears, nose, body and feel.
no one could this moment from us steal.

I slowly fall asleep by mistake
not a single little sound I make.
I fall asleep with a smile on my face,
On my left cheek, there is a trace.
Of a little tear joining the star race.
Original Poem - Star Race
This is a poem I finished today. I started on it some nights ago^^
Been listening to this song a lot lately. I really like the lyrics even though they are sad and all. Here is the lyrics:

Musing through memories,
Losing my grip in the grey.
Numbing the senses,
I feel you slipping away.
Fighting to hold on,
Clinging to just one more day
Love turns to ashes,
With all that I wish could say..

I'd die to be where you are.
I tried to be where you are.

Every night, I dream you still here.
The ghost by my side, so perfect so clear.
When I awake, you disappear,
Back to the shadows
With all I hold dear..
With all I hold dear..
I dream you're still here..

Hidden companion
Phantom be still in my heart
Make me a promise that
Time won't erase us
That we were not lost from the start.

I'd die to be where you are
I tried to be where you are

I dream you're still here,
Ever slightly out of reach.
I dream you're still here,
But it breaks so easily.
I try to protect you,
I can't let you fade.

I feel you slipping..
I feel you slipping away..


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Jannicke H.P
About me? I love to draw when I'm in a drawing mood. I'm a tomboy, 20 years old. My name is Jannicke, but you can call me Jann or Natsumi. Want to know more? Ask me :)

Current Residence: Norway

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luminicat Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014  Student Writer
Hello Natsumi-chan~! Do you still remember me? I am Sonia (luminicat_girl from crunchyroll and a Souma Kukai fan). How are you? :) Might quit this account so I wonder if I can still get in touch with you somehow. Take care always! :)
StarsMoonWolf-Lover Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014
Yeah :3 I remember you c: I'm alright I guess. How about you? Well do you perhaps use facebook or something? How are you doing? :) Take care always you too :D
AMPSector Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday~ :aww: :cake:
StarsMoonWolf-Lover Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
Thank you! :D :hug:
AMPSector Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
You're welcome :aww:
xandmine Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
Happy Birthday Jann!

Have a great one
StarsMoonWolf-Lover Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
Thank you! :D I had a great day ^w^ Can't remember last time I celebrated my birthday like this xD
nille5 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
Happy birthday my wonderful angel :* <3
StarsMoonWolf-Lover Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
Naw~ Thank you so much my angel :* love you <3
nille5 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
Anytime <3 Love you too :*
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